Presentation day

Today i woke up early to finish up and to sum up everything...for my project.

My project member rizuan had Fly Kite me on Friday.

He said he will reach in 15mins time.

i waited "alone" for 2hours 30mins. no1 came.

Call him , didnt pick up

Msg him dun reply

Sat & Sunday Msg him dun reply

MSN him NO reply.

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on the presentation day i call him. he off his Handphone...

Suddenly just b4 presenting he msg.

"Edwin Sorry my grandparents pass away"
"My hp no batt"

I was confused. if he come. what is he gonna present?

if he dun come. what am i telling teacher?

I came to a conculsion NOT to wait for him.

Because He PS me(Fly kite) me on friday which is a critical day to work on the project.

What he say

Friday my hp low batt until SUN.
i Went to malaysia for my grandparents funeral
I went to Prayer on Friday.

I WAS VERY ANGRY.

maybe i dun believe but...

at least you tell me your not coming...

at least you tell me sat sun your in malaysia...

no nothing from you. you just disappare out of no where.

and left me hanging.


you even told me you did your part.

i asked. did you send me?

your replied no.

3rd project is about BUILDING THE WHOLE SYSTEM

how am i suppose to work with you.

tell me. anyone.

why am i so unlucky.
i think the problem lies with me.

im a bad luck.

gone case.

i think i came to the conclusion.
"Edwin your life is in a mess, you do not have the rights to brighten peoples life any more"
but i still think positive la...
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anyway. Monday "May" called me.."Hey edwin where are you can help me bring extra CD?"
coz she need it for her project...i brought for her.

during lecture... i turn around and ask her "May this week got what test?

she replied : "Do you even care about your studies?"

i was disappointed. she did not answer my question but in the end shoot me back.

im sensitive? or just shes too mean.. i dunno but i know I'm lonely in NYP now.