Chpt 2 Of my Life.

working life

2009-05-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

to be edited.

NUH
Monfort
Expo(event)
Mediacorp

updates

2009-04-18T02:17:00.002+08:00

After Graduate...ive slack for afew weeks before working.

playing jx2 everyday....spending ALOT of money on it.

my 1st job was as IT assistance. in MONFORT SECONDARY.

2nd job was at NUH working as IT staff think easy job.

3rd job i just receive a one day job i think. MediaCorp. Crime Watch $150 for 7hours.
not bad. hehe extra only. =) but im happy. at least...its my 1st time.

now waiting for next month for my pay + diving course!

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To alvin:

during my work at NUH can say happy and bored and dissapointed.
happy coz its a relex job.
bored becoz i dun learn anything.
dissapointed becoz of alvin.

i dare to say out. becoz i wanna let u know.
ur own mentalily was that. you think , i think im always right. so i dun wanna argue with u.

u never fail to say bad things about me in front of new friends. NEVER FAIL.
just like today. SO what if i said unsensitive things abt a couple?

"wa that guy make that girl got baby"

" and u say something shit about me in front of new frens"

i can tell u im very very dulan with u already after all this years.

come to think of it. i the person who U Think , i am always right. now telling u this." ALvin. ur too self centred. u always think your right" u used ur own thoery to cover all ur ass.

u qurrel with jackson and frens already i tried to patch things up what u told me?

"aya edwin u wanna help becoz of girls."

WTF is this.

Zhusheng call u out u also not happy saying dumb things like

"aya he got no frenz then call us"

come on la. if this is how u think of ur frenz i tell u. U sucks.

im a very peace person thats why i dun wanna qurrel with u over small stuff .

hopefully one day u might read this.
(maybe u too used to meeting me. and sometimes when ur rude i din say anything)
wake up. alvin.

joel wise i can say i already give up already.
he own me money for so many god dame freaking years.
i keep on asking my fault?
he even have the cheek to say" u ask again u want me to wack u up?"
joel u sucks big time. u wanna know when u said this? during the underage club with us.
after 6years of owning me money. NOW i give up on u. $40 to see ur fark up charecter. im okie.
u dun have to pay me any more.

go away Get out of my life.

Updates

2009-03-19T07:29:00.004+08:00

haha been sooo long since i blog i think i will only post pictures here ba!

CHINGAY OUTING

Genting Trip

2009-03-06T05:00:00.002+08:00

Woot just back from genting trip.

i din went there to gamble in fact i dun like gambling.

i went there for holiday. i like the weather there.

SUCKy food+ Expensive. din eat well.

but...overall it was good!

Pictures on my facebook.

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Before going genting i made a Trading for $150

7march 2009 another trading that cost $260

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Currently im working! wahah finally! so happy found a job! as IT assitance!

of coz tat not my dream..job i wanna be a REAL teacher!

a good start off i guess

SIT Chalet

2009-02-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

lol i went to SIT chalet today... was supose to be yst .

went there hi bye...then went home.

1st time playing Wii there too.

BORED.

Online Transaction(Malaysia)

2009-02-25T01:48:00.002+08:00

23 Feb 2009

that day i brought something from Malaysia. Din know Singapore's (MAYBANK)

is not interlink with Malaysia's

in the end i bank in the wrong Account!

lucky it was only $50SGD.

i told my Malaysian friend to help me pay 1st.Ben thanks!

the Next day i went to posb bank to report wrong Transaction.

Dragon Boating

2009-02-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

21 Feb 2008

haha today my 1st time trying this sea sports.

I woke up late that day...lucky Augustine wait for me and Sujuan woke me up.

The Event was at Bedok reservoir.

haha People from Machpherson YEC organize this.

it was fun and tiring but i know Dragon boating is still not my cup of tea.

i still prefer Kayaking. be it Competitive or Freestyle maybe i;m thinner!

backed home...Sleep all day

Graduation

2009-02-20T03:19:00.003+08:00

Its been sometime since i've blog. kinda got no mood to blog.

but anyway... this are the thigns that Ive been doing for the pass few days.

13th Feb 2009(AFTERNNON)

well today went out with some of the chingay Peepz. tot it was a gathering. but i was so so wrong. it was a date" all guys 1 girl.(Seems like the channel 5 THE Bachelorette)

that day is just so sucky i intro them to this place called MA MANSION. haha. crystal intro me one. i hope they like it. after which we slack and chat.

13th Feb 2009(NIGHT)
I went clubbing with my Poly frenz to celebrate our Graduation.
many turn up.
Alvin was the very UNEXPECTED one that came. 1st time clubbing.

The whole day i was so dame bored i was at ZOUK all my frenz went in Phuture.

Ben was dulan coz the music sucks. ME, yanzhang weilong @ZOUk
went home sleep whole day

14th Feb 2009(Valentine day)

every since i got into poly. this day ive always stayed at home. dunno why tat day i cant seems to find the right one.

18th Feb 2009
Went interview for job as IT assitant

$7/hour or $8.5 depend on the Hours worked.

Today i went out with Alvin, JOEL+ his girlfren.
we went to watch the TOM CURRize movie. Valkie? haha
very nice. 4/5.

Up coming.

SAT: Events with Macpherson YEC peeps.(Dragon boat + some other stuff)
SAT: Crytal called me say got Kbox session! i wanna go. but ive promise to go for the event =(

1st MARCH: SAF audition. dunno whats tat but join ba.

2nd March- GEnting Trip with poly frenz.

Random Encounter.

2009-02-08T00:48:00.004+08:00

today...woke up very late...last night around 7am then sleep.

woke..up ate my breadfeast... then rest awhile ready to go woodland to study alone. i cant stay at home.

kitat msg me. saying tmr have. events

then msg again saying is today.

i msg Christina...she said she was going so i go lor.

was not feel very well...Left eye contact i took out. becoz too dry... im only wearing right eye.

waa throughout the journey i keep yawning dunno why....

reach there. saw kitat & his gf. and Christina. chey i tot alot of ppl...

but nvm. Took part in the PAYM event... "MASS Lao YU SHENG" a chinese new year thingy that came from Hong Kong. China people Don't do that.

Thheee.food was ....hmmmm "nice" lol ate afew throw le.

Victor was there. steve was there. Priscilla was there. the camera man was there others i dunno thier name.

christina say today i blur blur one Zzzz maybe ba.

after which Kitat + his gf + we went tamp going home.

i went IKEA since it was nEAR....Brought some Random Stuff which u guys nvr tot i would buy. PICTURE FRAMES!...colorful ones .

Spend like $40?

went to eat my fav SALMON! tot abit lonely but im use to it lar...previously all the while ive been going there alone.
overall day = SUCKS.

something not right.

Exam stress

2009-02-07T02:24:00.004+08:00

Recently i caught up with exam stress locking myself in a room. but i find it not effective. cant focus.

i even tear out my books.

lucky today Christina pei wo! (Thanks haha ur must be dame tired! & bored)

actually i wanted to wait for her to have dinner together. i msg her call her.

no reply! grrr i was soo hungry i cant wait anymore. went to mac to eat alone...

lol later she told me she fell asleep somewhere.

when i was about the finish my dinner...she came...woot she look very very tired

she went east cox ba i think....wanted to msg her but my hand oily coz shes tired wanna ask her go rest.

after i had my dinner we went the libarry and slack.

lol she broooowwwed some books. i was like "happy" coz no more internet. can focus now!

haha im so gonna go there alone tmr! at home = CMI cant focus.

arh...cover many topics today in a short time.

too bored already i started taking pictures for her. lol...

grr some very "NICE" picture u deleted away!! %^$@%^&&@

anyway here goesss...

after which 11+ we went home Zzzzz

Steam boat with peeps

2009-02-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

today ....while i was "studying" i recieve a random msg by Augustine. having steamboat @ AMK.

haha so i went down...lol. the session was filled with. Horny-ness.

lol... fun.

after which i went down to find chirstina. haha. had our dinner then we went home.

Been so long!

2009-02-02T02:04:00.003+08:00

hello! been soooooo long since ive blog.

had the hell lot of time...during my project days,

Alone. doing 2 major projects.

met a fucker named Rizuan who dun deserve getting a diploma.
locked my self in my room for the 3weeks.
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Chingay was finally over.

happy plus sad.

happy because no more tiring training.

sad becoz of frenz. (goodbye!)

you guys will not see me again next year =) my final year joining chinagy.

this is my 4th time taking part in chingay.

More photos will be uploaded later.
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Today i finally changed my VGA card + buy a new power supply!

both $280.

Full dress Rehearsal(Chingay)

2009-01-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

9th jan 2009
Training was from 1pm -10.30pm

Training was filmed by Reporters & News cast.

It was....WOW...

got my UGLY customs ...look like skirt.

really really tired after training.

suppose to meet Crystal...but becoz of some reasons she cancel it...

after training i somehow made crystal angry...

sorry =(

very tired...Zhusheng and alvin called.

wanted to come my house play DOTA.

i went to AMK hub to eat alone...then went Zhusheng House. he brought a new com!

went his house...lol alvin was helping him to install all the stuff...failed.

zs was dulan...we all left and they walked to my house...

Had a wonderful time with themm...win all 3 match...in a row lost the last game...

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actually meeting crystal....in da morning but i din make it...i was sleeping like a pig.

in the end we din meet again....

T.T

outing 7/1/2009

2009-01-10T10:08:00.008+08:00

Today im meeting crystal.. went many places.

1) Went bugis there to pray...got a bad msg

2) went lunch @ MA mansion. nice place.Romantic if its at night ba.

3) went back her old house to take "MC" because she did not attend work today (2days MC!)

4) Went Clark Key to meet her friends.
They are having their dinner @ Fish & Co?

5) We went near "MOS"(ZECIRE) now...TCC to have our supper...NICE FOOD!

6)rest of the peeps went home.

Edwin, Crystal, Melissa went down to Hard ROCK to look for ASH.
Had one Beer there...

NICE LIVE BAND!

7) Head down to NEWTON circles to have our late supper the food is normal...

8)Went home Zzz

Had a Wonderful day with crystal!

Tuesday(Night class)

2009-01-07T14:13:00.003+08:00

a much hated day of my 3rd year study life.

NIGHT CLASS

i cant focus. im tired i wanna sleep.

b4 my night class my new class mates...invited us to have game of CAPTAIN BALL! great bonding! THANKS!

my lesson ended at 8.30pm.

i went to meet crystal at Marina Square.

shes having her dinner with her auntie ba.

i reach there...we went to see is there any movies available NONE.

ZZZZ it was like quite late already... then we went down to StarBUUUCCKS

and chat.

12am! no train already...had to take a bus/cab.

crystal went home on cab i went home on bus57 to Bishan...then i take cab from there...

once i reach home BOOM. SLEEP!

Army Check up

2009-01-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

5th JAN 2009
well today i had my army check up at 8.30... but end up 9.30 report.

theres many Station...FULL BODY CHECK UP.

all the station i got PES A

except the HEART test.

not sure its due to my fault or theres really a problem. "i talk during my heart test"

they said i got irregular heart beat

so in the end i got PES D

i got to go for my heart test @ a hosiptal before they can confirm im fit.

if pass im PES A

as i wanted to get in commando so much...i really wish for a PES A!

and a napfa GOLD!

after the check up...wanted to meet crystal but for some reason i din.

we went AMK hub to watch IP MAN again....

Alvin, Jie sheng, Dexian. All my beloved secondary school mates.

we played pool also.

a great outing.

whats does this actually meant?

2009-01-05T00:01:00.007+08:00

this sparks me to think what does this actually meant

i swear to the whatever. i will never lower for the "L" word again.

but the feeling is somehow exactly the same as 4years ago...

anger.

Scorpios =.=

Chingay(Half Dress) Rehearsal

2009-01-04T18:05:00.011+08:00

well....today the training was from 9am-3pm. Tired!

today we are gonna have our half-full Rehearsal .

everyone got their customs except mine!!

my Flower petal contingent customs is not out yet. we only got our Petal.

the BEES LOOKS SO CUTE. the butterfly looks so PRETTY!(sexy back)

others very normal...its hot inside.

well...today some of the people ask me how old am i.

well i told them 22 this year...haha all dun believe...they say i look like 19?

which part of me i look young? lol i dun think at there i behave childishly ...

know what? some of the poly students there really make me PS!!!...

well...there are Secondary students & ITE students there.

their behavior is really....haiz Playing catching playing with Sticks (Star wars)

we should be the older ones. IS THIS HOW A POLY STUDENT behave?

OK I'm weird...maybe i came from a uniform group...kinda sensitive to all this.

overall the training was very fun.

i learn new dance steps but have to cancel the mass dance move.

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went home sleep after training...

night Zhusheng call my phone while i was sleeping...

they said jackson,Serene, ziling going to bugis to play lan. wanna join.

so i woke up wash up and went down to meet them.

kinda fun. we played LEFT 4 DEAD!

after tat...actually wanna meet crystal she was @ clark key. but...she say she was tired so in the end din meet we all went home by NightRider...

NIGHT RIDER price now is $3.50 god dame it. 50cents added.

not alot but...what if we got only $3 notes?

have change NO = pay $4

tatical right?

New Year eve

2009-01-03T03:39:00.008+08:00

haha this New year celebration was not bad...my old group din even ask me out again.

nvm weilong & Ben called hey wanna go clubbing?

they say dbl O...so Total:

Edwin(me), Weilong, Ben, his 2 girlfriends & Felix ...kinda small... zzz but that day was well nice.

felix treat us the drinks. but the Entrence was Super ex！！ $40SGD we party till Two down.

Ben and one girl dunno her name. yiTing?

haha around 3+am crystal was @ Clark key. she came here too...BUT SHE WAS LIKE VERY WASTED LA! spent $20 came in then went out. one of her friends was drunk i think.

they all went home...

me & crystal was finding a cab... zzz guess what we was like walking for 45mins? b4 a cab came.

Next day we went Cine to watch IP MAN! the movies was GREAT give it a 10/10

tuesday 30th dec

2008-12-31T04:51:00.003+08:00

today...nothing special.. class starts at 1pm till 8.30pm...

after school i went to find crystal @ IMM...

coz shes feeling down i guess?

guess what when i went down she dun wanna tell me what happen !

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her fren came along too...4get whats her name.

around 11 i went home...

Reached home...watched

YI TIAN TU LONG QI

guess what...i notice something very speical...

THE MALE LEAD's Eye brown is out of position!!! SO FUNNY!

oh yah...the female lead is soooooo CUTE!!!

Alyssa chia!

Monday 27th Dec

2008-12-30T06:58:00.004+08:00

Today...i was late for the common test!... i woke up very early today... went back to sleep in the end i was late!

got a sad news...i got a high chance of repeating a Subject...haiz

after test i went home..wash up...

went to IKEA.

actually wanted to meet up with crystal but she was on OT!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

i went ikea alone...brought quite afew stuuff..

spent $316?

oh yah...my bank is low on cash...i had to use my emergency money!

$100USD! T.T

and i asked my bro to transfer $200 to my acc. sad.

A brought a 2m LONG TABLE for my room...study/Laptop

Surprisingly it can FIT INTO A TAXI LUCKY ME!

oh yah while i was @ IKEA eating alone..a man offered me a Free drink.

It was nice of him... and thats what makes Singapore warm!
yah right very warm.... =.=

"A single act of kindness goes a long way"

Saturday

2008-12-28T13:16:00.003+08:00

well well...today i woke up very late.... around 6pm? studied...

then i msg crystal asking what shes doing. she was at her primary school chalet.

then after chalet i went to meet her @ Holland Village to chill out...

Her friend Melissa came along as well...

guess what I LOST MY WAY I've made them wait for like an hour?

1st they arrived earlier then me.

2nd. once I've reached i lost my way.

3rd crystal had to walk all the way from Holland Village to BonaVisa to fetch me.

I WAS SO PS OK!

reach Holland village @ 12am..

we ate our "dinner" or supper as u called it.

Beef HO FAN!

yeah been so long since i ate that kinda stuff.

after crapping awhile we went WALA WALA Bar/cafe?

1 for 1!!!!

4 drink we only paid like 10Bucks each. Chivas+Coke

2am it was closing...dame i was like SOoo dame early!

we head down to the coffee shop again...chit chat.

then mel's Good friend came to fetch her.

me and crystal went some where to ton over.

Morning we went orchard... she was meeting her friend singing K box i guess?

then i went home.

Xmas eve

2008-12-26T06:49:00.004+08:00

Well i duno why they make CHRISTmas as X'mas...maybe because of Muslims? i dunno just guessing.

coz when i was in chingay someone told me NOT to wish malays Merry Chirstmas, i think its something to do with believes or religion.

ANYWAY

i spent my morning in Nanyang Polytechnic which is also my school.

i went Lecture Theare 3 @ 9pm...but i was late! haha

i was there as a Sound man. as well as to Sing! choir to be exect.

Sang about 4 songs?...haha it was the 1st time i sing in a choir. quite fun.

after which they got a Cat walk+ Robot dance performance.
we had some tea break outside.

then i went to LTL3 to blast some of my music haha before i went home.

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Went home to sleep until after noon.

i fixed up my tolite lighting cause i brought a new lamp(ball lamp)

then play a few matches of DOTA.

then i changed and meet Jessica.

as always she is late. 6.30 was change to 7pm.

i waited till 7.25 before she came on taxi..lucky she as good enough to pay for the taxi!

because im broke!

went Takashimaya to meet out with her sis(Jocylyn) & gang.

eat at Cine, zhusheng came by.

we went L9 E2max

and play i join zhusheng and meet up with:

Alvin,Jackson,serene, ziling jxxx and gang

played, LEFT 4 DEAD?

quite fun. AT 1st, but it get bored after time.

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went down for count down...BORED.

we din know when was the countdown. everyone was waiting outside Cine WAITING .

random Merry Chirstmas was flying around.

Lijuan+Gang came to find us. Weilong came to find me.

Then they slack Awhile ...

Guess what im freaking Annooy by Big group with Diffrent ppl.

SOME ARE LAZY like jxxx.

some who don't like to spent too much money.

we spent like 1hour stoneing be4 decided to go Boat "key"<-- how do you spell it? JXXX WAS LAZY he was freaking wasting our time. PLUS

he drag 3 of alvin fren too.

we walked there. and they promise to meet us there on CAB

guess what they PS. they say some one was NOT FEELING WELL.

cb making us a fool walking there,

i swear im not going ask jxxx out again.

plus he own me $40 for many years.

his charecter is @#$%^&P(*#)(*$@@#*&*($

why do i have this kinda fren?

last time i used to be in quite on good terms with him.

used to hang out together overnight slack etc...

but now...haiz.

JXXX PAY ME BACK MY $40!
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actually once we reached there...had our dinner.

guess what alvin jackson serene ziling wanted to go home!

i was soooo Sian1/2. they came all the way there just to eat dinner?

k they went home.

im not ruining my Xmas becoz of them.

Me Zhusheng Weilong we went to find Jessica and joclyn. they were in "THE NEXT STOP BAR"

went in to hang around....

we felt uneasy as we were stranger to her frenz. we went to play lan.

Saw KING he joinned us.

play play until 8am! woot been SOOOOOO LONG never ton like this. *missed.

Yah! gr8 Xmas after ALL!

Chingay Training

2008-12-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

22DEC 2008
Today's training was...a short one. just to familiarize the whole picture. after which me and some the the peeps went down to Newton Circles!

it has been so long since I've last stepped in newton.

had some of my favorite dishes in Singapore!

BBQ fish(StringRay)
Hokkien Prawn Noodle
O AR JIAN (Fried oyster+ EGG)

movies (Twlight)

2008-12-21T22:41:00.007+08:00

Today i'm meeting crystal for a movie(Twilight?) yappx. not bad. its abit like what you see in the channel 5's English Drama. vampire. Guys with super white face + Lipstick

went on some window shopping...saw this very nice Floor Deco!

i love DIY but im still noob at it.

everytime i saw Mark Lim in his Show...i get very excited!..

maybe i chosee the wrong line. but all i know is...im more into thr creative line.

programming is not my cap of tea.

i Like to do things Diffrently thats why i love apple.inc

you know i can spent all day watching thier videos lol.
brought my diamond ear stud...$5 @ 77th street.

later on we took a bus to Ikea Red hill.

went to had our dinner YUM YUM! nice!

Meat Ball + Salmon

after which went to buy my wire+ my starLight! haha kinda cool!

now my room looks romantic! i think.

then... we went to crystal house to feed her cat lol..

guess what her cat seems to like my shoes! smell nice i think

i went home about 11pm Queenway -> Yio Chu kang. yap

home week home.

Chingay training 6hours.

2008-12-21T03:24:00.004+08:00

today i just sent her a Xmas Letter..hopefully she will receive by Xmas..but i guess not. normally it takes 2 weeks to reach Beijing. coz tat time i sent once.

anyway today training was tiring.haha finally i got a feel on whats our customs is like.

anyway...the ants dance looks cute. too bad...im in the freaking boring FLOWER. yes. im a flower petal.... zZzz

after which... by right we should had our batch NPCC gathering today...NO ONE turned up.

called Shiting. she din pick up. call zhusheng he still sleeping...very angry.

6.30 shiting msg me...asking me where am i. i said i was on train.

she said no1 came...i was like WTH... lucky i was still on the train then...i went home sleep.

another GREAT day i HAD! zzzz

Studying Stars in 15mins

2008-12-20T05:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.quietbay.net/Science/astronomy/nightsky/

very cool. now i know...haha had been wondering for quite some time.

Day 3 DIY

2008-12-20T04:09:00.003+08:00

imagine me without you...

2008-12-20T02:31:00.003+08:00

i found this song on jenny's blog. I'm in love with this song. speaking of jenny we lost contact... that time i guess she was feeling down... i just wanna know whats happening etc...in the end i get a "get a life" and she scolded me. =(

anyway here goes three different version:

Imagine Me Without You & Imagíname Sin Ti - Jaci Velasquez & Luis Fonsi

Imagine Me Without You - Martin Nievera

Imagine me without You - Jaci Velasquez

Imagine me without you
Verse 1:
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

ya romantic song...but somehow...

its bitter sweet thinking back.

i still miss my ex alot.

Day 2

2008-12-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

today i woke up around afternoon...

meeting Leslie, mingSiang, sw,

weida was also in school so i went to meet him too.

after which i went home...after badminton with them.

bath and alz say wanna meet me to go together.

guess what we are misunderstood by Kitat. Zzz i dun like rumors ... after Chingay training i rush home to paint my room...

this time i've painted the 1st section of the wall GREY!

but the problem is it looks LIKE BLACK!

Day 1 DIY

2008-12-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

See my sand effect... the "white" section is the uneven surface.

after sanding i proceed to painting the base color "Wall sealer" they called it.

haha from Lime Green to White!

Phew tough work!

15 Dec

2008-12-16T00:24:00.004+08:00

today James ride me to Ikea(Redhill) then we went Bugis & Saw someone like Guangyu+something holding Guanyu... maybe jewelry...

tmr i'll start with the walls of my room!

now total spent on my room

$168 + $160

14dec IKEA

2008-12-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

after sleeping for the whole day...at night i went IKEA...

wanted to buy some stuff but in the end i brought a BLACK MIRROR!

actually meeting crystal but becoz of come problem din meet.

YAH END OF THE WEEK!i had a fruitful week =D

Tanning+Night cycling 13dec

2008-12-15T15:48:00.003+08:00

13 Dec 2008

Chingay Training 12 Dec

2008-12-15T15:29:00.003+08:00

Thurday 11 Dec

2008-12-15T15:27:00.003+08:00

Outing with classmates: Serene Pey Teng & May

yes...4 person.

the other 2 dun like us...or maybe me.

Wednesday 10 Dec

2008-12-15T15:17:00.004+08:00

went out with jessica & Jo.

went Bugis, HK cafe & swensen

J&J next time dun eat sooo expensive k?! haha

This week activies

2008-12-09T23:26:00.006+08:00

Your horoscope for December 10, 2008

Today could be a creative day for you, Edwin. Your mind could be racing with some innovative ideas. Maybe you will decide to change the way your home office is arranged. You could add some plants, move some furniture, and open up a better flow of energy in your space. These small changes could make you feel a lot better. Your environment needs to be friendly and clear in order for you to be able to work well.

WOW CORRECT! after 12am which is Dec10 i suddenly got the motivation to design my room!

Monday: Sleep whole day.

Tuesday: Night Class Zzz

Wednesday: Going out with Jessica & Jo

Thursday: Class Outing

Friday: FB concert & Chingay 5th training

Sat: Night Cycling(Overnight)

Sun: IKEA? maybe. anyone wanna acompany me?

My Room DIY Make Over Plan!
(Help needed!)

It will be a mix of two colors: GREY + WHITE
my room lighting is Warm orange light
Concept: Modern

something like the picture below. minus the fancy wall,table

for Grey ive decided to go for this color
grey color
R=168 G=163 B=163 color code= #a8a3a3
Its gonna be tough! because:

1)Move all my stuff
2) Clean the walls.
3) Tap & preparations
4)Sand the walls(machine) - Face mask needed!
5)clean the walls again & Floor
6)1st layer White paint
7) Wait about 2hours
8)paint Ceiling
9)Paint Top(Grey)
10)Paint Top(White)

(repeat step 8-10)

Night Cycling

2008-12-08T20:48:00.005+08:00

Saturday

well today Woke up around 10.30am... meeting crystal @ 12pm at Cine...

we going K-Lunch...

reach there sing until 3pm lol guess what. i din check my wallet. i tell you guys im freaking broke. i GOT NO MONEY IN MY WALLET. crystal paid for me in the end!

after K-lunch we went to walk around...chit chat... then we had our lunch @ a chicken rich stall. no cheap ok . but nice. $4 for one set can't balme. Town Area.

then we went to watch BOLT not bad... then walk around...then she went home around 9plus
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9.30pm
i was rushing to east coz to meet up with Peepz. GUESS WHAT IM FREAKING ANGRY!.

went to Taka to take a CAB.

10mins-15mins came one cab SUPER LONG Q
TAKASHIMAYA! ORCHARD ROAD SINGAPORE
no cab?
even the foreigners ask me. "is it normal to wait to long for a cab? why people on call so fast and yet not a single cab taking us @ taxi stand?

i dots i dunno how to answer
NEVERMIND.

i rush to take a train to "DOBY GOD"

i WAITED 1hour + for a cab FUCK NO CAB!

CALL COMFORT CAB NO ANSWER! call like 10plus times.

im freaking gonna complain to LTA.

SINGAPORE TRANSPORT SYSTEM BEST!
weather ALSO BEST.

11.30 THEN I TOOK A CAB!

Fuck la later the cab driver explained to me. COMFORT TAXI they wanna recover thier lost. SO MANY CAB but all red light. THEY WANT ON CALL. PLUS THEY WANT MIDNIGHT CHARGE FUCK!. CB CAB.
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They waited for like 4hours for me? SO SORRY!. haix.

the ride was fun. & tiring. + COLD

we went to some places here:
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yst went to buy Weilong present. guess how much i spent. 70bucks. they paid me $20 liaox. then i went to buy a shirt for myself @$25. paid $10 for the Zzz ticket.

Went HK cafe and ate till $16. ben lend $10. FREAKING BROKE. i over spent by alot. keep on taking money from my bank.

YET TODAY another $50 withdraw from bank.

Went k-Lunch $14
Movie $9.50
lunch $6
took Taxi to east coz $10
Supper @ Changi village $7
breadfast @ BK @East coz. $7.50

So total = $145 for Fri&Sat

guess what now my bank only for $190 left.
haix...need to save money liaox

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Chingay 4th Training

2008-12-07T02:10:00.003+08:00

Friday
...today was ok.. normal.. after school i met grace,Shermin,huiqi,Jess for lunch... @Mac

then abt 1.30pm i went for my appointment

went home after that Dota-ring

randomly Jessica called. @ 10pm.

"Hey edwin wanna watch movie now? a HK Police show"

i went down to look for Jessica & Jo... actually quite tired but glad my friends remembered me.

AFter the movie we chat @ S11 Till 3pm?

Saturday

Today i had ChinGay training... guess what alot din turn up... + it rains

alot of time wasted. we cant really have our formation training.

We slack awhile train up on the mass dance..

after some time then we started learning about the formation.

Yappx actually if you see the whole picture it was quite a simple performance i can even remember each Segments parts.(not dance)

After which we talk cock awhile @ PA before i went home

rest about 1hour before meeting Yangzhang & Ben to buy Weilong present

James called to ask if i can make it to have a dinner with them but ...change of plan, my fren has brought a Secondary Sec concert band ticket for me tonight.

so in the end,,,i din get to meet them.

Went to YUYING SECONDARY for thier school concert band show $10 BUCKS OK!

tot abit hard pain but at least the violine was good! a sec2 girl was performing SOLO!

after which went to XINWANG HK resturant to have our dinner. sucky meal yet expensive.

Home sleep home.

tmr meeting crystal i think if plans reminds+ Over night cycling with my new found frenz.

This is the type of club i wanna be!

2008-12-04T19:25:00.004+08:00

FUNNY!

IF i have one million

Singish?

Presentation day

2008-12-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up early to finish up and to sum up everything...for my project.

My project member rizuan had Fly Kite me on Friday.

He said he will reach in 15mins time.

i waited "alone" for 2hours 30mins. no1 came.

Call him , didnt pick up

Msg him dun reply

Sat & Sunday Msg him dun reply

MSN him NO reply.

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on the presentation day i call him. he off his Handphone...

Suddenly just b4 presenting he msg.

"Edwin Sorry my grandparents pass away"
"My hp no batt"

I was confused. if he come. what is he gonna present?

if he dun come. what am i telling teacher?

I came to a conculsion NOT to wait for him.

Because He PS me(Fly kite) me on friday which is a critical day to work on the project.

What he say

Friday my hp low batt until SUN.
i Went to malaysia for my grandparents funeral
I went to Prayer on Friday.

I WAS VERY ANGRY.

maybe i dun believe but...

at least you tell me your not coming...

at least you tell me sat sun your in malaysia...

no nothing from you. you just disappare out of no where.

and left me hanging.

you even told me you did your part.

i asked. did you send me?

your replied no.

3rd project is about BUILDING THE WHOLE SYSTEM

how am i suppose to work with you.

tell me. anyone.

why am i so unlucky.
i think the problem lies with me.

im a bad luck.

gone case.

i think i came to the conclusion.
"Edwin your life is in a mess, you do not have the rights to brighten peoples life any more"
but i still think positive la...
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anyway. Monday "May" called me.."Hey edwin where are you can help me bring extra CD?"
coz she need it for her project...i brought for her.

during lecture... i turn around and ask her "May this week got what test?

she replied : "Do you even care about your studies?"

i was disappointed. she did not answer my question but in the end shoot me back.

im sensitive? or just shes too mean.. i dunno but i know I'm lonely in NYP now.

At-Risk Youth@kayaking

2008-12-01T20:18:00.006+08:00

Venue: WaterVenture@Bedok
Under: PA Youth Movement(Macpherson)

Sunday 29 November 2008 i did something meaningful. tot i was very tired because i have to rush my project

it wasn't on my schedule until yesterday.. i went home after Chingay training. i met my senior in NPCC who is also the Macpherson Youth movement..

i told him i kayak then he said Sunday there is a Kayaking thing on Sunday..

a event that helps the At risk youth understand what is "responsibility"

once they arrived wow I see alot of AH BENG. the girls are alright.

the guys. tattoo,noisy Dyed super outstanding hair(Bleach at to be exact).

some are alright.

The Social explain the game: The egg represent your respoibility do not break it until the end of the session.

every one keep on "protecting" their eggs...even if they are required to borrow another egg.. they got the initiative to say hey wheres my egg who do you pass to?..

I'm happy.

I'm partnered with a guy name Chuan Wei. tot he is talkative but he knows what is right and wrong..but just tat his playful.

he is thankful.. because i helped him in rowing the boat which im not allowed to.

Happy Early birthday to "augestine"
Take a look at this he wrote:

Chingay'09(3rd-Training)

2008-11-30T01:50:00.003+08:00

well today we started at 12pm... i miss the last week training coz i went for the Captains ball competition Organized by SIT club.

Today they have learn the final move of the MASS DANCE!@ and i dun even have a single clue one whats going on...

luckily they re-teach us.

it was fun...many people. and gays.... not i want to be racist BUT. i notice those GAYS where all Malays... just like "KU MAR" alot of KU MAR wanna be.

i really feel this kind of people sldnt live in this world. they dirty the society with their shits.

heres a nice video of a GAY who wanna seek attention.

after which we got our movie screening plus FREE FOOD! coz its......

PAYM 37th BIRTHDAY!!! wahaha nice sat i have.

Fucker who shouldnt exist in this world

Life now 现在的生活

2008-11-25T23:17:00.008+08:00

School 学校

my 3rd year final semester wasn't what i expected to be. right now every in school is lonely...

my own class has only 6 people including me.

all girls except me. happy har?

life is lonely with 5 other people... but guess what... i even quarrel with my group mates and i have no choice but to leave them...i dun want any more quarrels..

lucky now things got better...

but somehow i dunno why ice&ivy decided to leave our group.

and i have no idea why she is angry at me. one time i ask...during Communication skill lesson

"Ice why are u angry at me?" she replied "Of coz la you copied my work" something like that...

not knowing i did A LOT of effort in my presentation Slides...because maybe i like presenting... i take pride in my presentation i want it to be original...

after my presentation ..she kept quite ...i guess she have Wrong me...haiz.

i dunno is because of what they left... somehow i feel very miserable seeing how my class have broken up.

now everyday , Me, May Serene & Peyteng. 4 people.

thinking back on the good old days...

somehow i miss the boys...

Friends 北京朋友

things are different once i came back...distant really make difference...

i got nothing to ask them about...except "wa very cold now right?" "hows Life"

sad but i miss them. my days there where shined by them.

and of cause i miss xiao huang
miss those friends who spent their time with me in Beijing.

Bulkmates(Top): HaoJun,ChunYu,FanWei
(Bottom):LiuZhao,Ah Bin, Kang Yue

FangLi, LiYi(QiuQiu), YingSha

GraceFu YingTao

XiaoXin & XiaoHuang

and some other friends,
But mainly these are the people that brightens my days in Beijing.

Thank you.

Friends 新加坡朋友

Outing Kakis
Ben is going Army in Dec
YanZhang Receive Long Service Award by his school
Kiat, Weilong, Kenneth in Army

Splitting up.

SecondaryMates
my birthday i did not invite them and alvin was not happy.

he is totally not understanding. my KTV room is small. thats why.
and my Bitc friends at least they bother to ask Edwin you birthday coming!
what about you guys? not even a msg/Friendster happy birthday.

And what a joke and u claim u had wish me "i did in ur offline msg"
what a good fren are u.

Nevermind about what.

You still ban me from your 21st birthday. and give a lame excuse "3-4years ago you said I said something like this...im not here to celebrate his birthday im only here to enjoy"

WTH i cant even recall i said that,even if i had said that that is 3-4years ago.

PLUS so what? aint people enjoying themself @ a person's party?

NeverMind

during jackson's chalet while walking across the traffic light. you said wa this place let me reminds me about Alexis. and i added "oh alexis is alvin last time chase one"

YOU DENIED. YOU SAID YOU HAVE NEVER MENTION ABOUT HER.

AND BLAME ME FOR breaking your chance with her.

NeverMind

in the tolite I heard YOU & JOEL assing about me.
and you denied backstabing me.
you said you're not backstabbing but ur "telling joel how you feel" WTH

NeverMind

Still quarrel with me on small issues
and finding every Fault with me.

For a girl, worth it?

Seriously dissapointed in you.

During jessica 21st birthday you lied about going to kianWee Wedding.
maybe you find it bored there...i dunno but the problem is you lied.

Friends. what are they i really dun know any more.

and if you think that ur'll be expose or you think im "BACKSTABBING you"

fret not. The only Alvin they know is within our group.

im just typing out because i VERY VERY disappointed thinking your my Good Friend.
but i guess not.

Jenny
i think is the only close female friends i have
recently i dunno what had happen...
i only know its about "lies"
your friends did something that makes u upset.

i wanted to know whats happening to you..
but in the end i guess i was disturbing you and i got this

"doesnt wan to talk to you don mean i am emo. do i even nid to accompany u always? get a life."

MY LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!!!

Done by her

2008-11-25T00:32:00.001+08:00

well this picture is done by her afew weeks ago still lost on what it really means.

爱着你
就像心脏跳动很难触摸你画图片你看到的骨头，面对你还记得你是我奉献我的心只为你，而是放开

Love you like a heart beat hard to touch you painted picture you see the bones of the face you remember you are my devotion to my heart only for you but to let go

爱的感觉

2008-11-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那佽A0又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！ *听到了吗？明白了吗？难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。你体会到了吗？

*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！懂了吗？当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。 *没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分情

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

天蝎座 SCORPIO

2008-11-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

Your horoscope for November 20,

2008 You might need to listen to someone's advice, Edwin.
Sometimes you can be a little stubborn.

All Scorpios have a strong will! You like to handle your life in an independent way, without the interference of others.

But right now you could be struggling with something complex. You might have a friend who wants to help you.

Don't reject other people's assistance, because you might need it in some form.

哇今天我朋友还在说我很顽固的。。。每个天蝎座一样吗？还是只有我？
现在我的生活很不好。。谁是我我天使呢？
这几天有很多事发生，但是我谁也没说。
说了也不能真么样。

你几天说。。你妈不要你跟“她” 在几起了不让你在学校住了之后我心里很乱
担心你真么样了。但是你之后没回应我
在我学校也一样也来也复杂，人。他们在想什么我在也不懂了。

今天我朋友也说我很天真你也怎么说！啊！
为什么现代人也来也复杂。。。

project

2008-11-04T21:21:00.011+08:00

IT3188 Tute 1

was rushing on a project on Sat and met up with PERSON(A) and serene for projects.

until 6pm+ i went home..tired i went for a nap.

Task: i was told to competle everything by 12am

i woke up at 10pm

this is what i get once online

(10:28 PM) PERSON(A).: edwin, if you think tat wad we give you is too much den can you think of us? if you wan us to treat u as grp member can u pls help us by a little. you might find us choosy in ur work. but hey?! wad u find is irrelavant. so how can we use them? please allow us to take up A LITTLE of your time to do ppt and template. if you not happy. TELL ME, i will do myself!

(10:29 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: wth'

(10:31 PM) PERSON(A).: nt tat i wanna blame u for anything. but i don see your seriousness.
(10:32 PM) PERSON(A).: when to find POTENTIAL PROBLEMS you have to find problems. Not SUCCESS. i know you did try finding. and i saw it today. I JUST WAN TO TELL YOU THAT, we not being choosy for not taking your work. when i wan an apple juice, you can use orange to squeeze it. undstd
(10:33 PM) PERSON(A).: *cant
(10:34 PM) PERSON(A).: and i nvr say ur work is rubbish. dont put words in my mouth. thx!
(10:40 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: and i din say im not happy. dunt put words inside my mouth =)
(10:40 PM) PERSON(A).: ok fine.
(10:42 PM) PERSON(A).: anw i don think i say u are angry. i say "i think he is angry"
(10:43 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: nt impt. before 12am u will have ur stuff

After doing some i sent her the files.
(11:02 PM) Transfer of "IT3773_1stDraft.docx" is complete.
(11:02 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: content page not constant
(11:02 PM) PERSON(A).: okok wait i see 1st
(11:02 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: final draft will be added to all req fills
(11:05 PM) PERSON(A).: ok thanks. it is really up to standard

(11:05 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: problem issue faced
(11:05 PM) PERSON(A).: that one no neeed (you did say dun need)
(11:05 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: i found something to add. u done le tell me
(11:05 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: Apple Sue Sex Toy Company
(11:06 PM) PERSON(A).: u have detail info for tat problem?
(11:06 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: yah have
(11:06 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: i will add in
(11:06 PM) PERSON(A).: yar, u haven put inside the report right?
(11:06 PM) PERSON(A).: rmb to add tat is content page too

okok lets not talk about everything.

This part about Executive summery
(11:05 PM) PERSON(A).: have serene send u executive summary/
(11:06 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: she say use hers
(11:07 PM) PERSON(A).: nono. i am saying the EXECUTIVE SUMMARY -> have u addded tat into ur report?
(11:08 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: haven
(11:08 PM) PERSON(A).: ok later u add. den right we owe u Organization’s response to industry challenges and conclusion.( What the time now. you expect me to give u everything by 12am and now your blaming me for not giving you on time)
(11:27 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: Initiated a file transfer
(11:26 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: updated afew Porblems they face
(11:27 PM) PERSON(A).: ok
(11:29 PM) Transfer of "IT3773_2ndDraft.docx" is complete.
(11:32 PM) PERSON(A).: edwin, ur font size some is 11, some is 12. try to be consistent ok. den hor, wan to do double-spacing for paragrph?
(11:32 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: i dunno what it meant lehx double space
(11:33 PM) PERSON(A).: not mean line-spacing meh? ok why not leave tat alone 1st. all font size 12 more impt
(11:33 PM) PERSON(A).: u still haven put in EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
(11:34 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: EXECUTIVE SUMMARY is what?
(11:34 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: summery is Excutive
(11:34 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: whats the diffrence?
(11:34 PM) PERSON(A).: serene gt send u executive summary>
(11:34 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: Initiated a file transfer
(11:34 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: she send me this for the ppt only
(11:35 PM) PERSON(A).: Initiated a file transfer
(11:35 PM) Sending of "summarised timeline.txt" to PERSON(A). has failed.
(11:35 PM) PERSON(A).: put in right after content page. u go to the case study PDF file to take a look below
(11:35 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: okie
(11:35 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: im fellowing the teachers' guildline
(11:35 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: the exmaple
(11:36 PM) PERSON(A).: he also gt "Executive Summary" right?!
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: so serene and i have type out just now
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: u just add it in
(11:37 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: dun have
(11:37 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: the teachers example dun have lehx
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: Structure
Title Page
Table of Contents
Executive Summary
Analysis
Appendices
(11:37 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: tats why when u said tat im lost
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: not example!
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: pdf FILE
(11:37 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: okok
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: u gt tat file
(11:37 PM) PERSON(A).: don have i send to u
(11:37 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: case study1
(11:38 PM) PERSON(A).: yar
(11:38 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: right?
(11:38 PM) PERSON(A).: ya
(11:39 PM) The file Executive Summary.docx was scanned and determined to not contain a virus.
(11:39 PM) You have successfully received C:\Users\Edwin\Desktop\Executive Summary.docx from PERSON(A).. (WATCH THE TIME NOW)

(your busy or your blaming me for being late)
(11:57 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: Initiated a file transfer (WATCH THE TIME)
(11:58 PM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: double check for font size:except for one report which require 11front size others all 12.
added the excutive summery
(12:03 AM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: u there?
(12:03 AM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: if nothing to add already i ifnish up my ppt
(12:19 AM) ✖Edwin aka Cloud: howmuch time we are given to talk?
(12:22 AM) Transfer of "IT3773_3ndDraft.docx" is complete. (AFK FOR 25mins? and not telling me hey i go tolite or what when im in a panick state)
(12:34 AM) PERSON(A).: anything we want to add on we will send you before 2.30pm

(now im only left with ppt k its my fault i did not met the task for competing both ppt and Report.)

That very day Ive sent a draft on the PowerPoint.

NEXT DAY(SUNDAY)

After summing up everything i sent them .

Assessment CriteriaAssessment Component	Total
• Industry background	15
• Description of organization and key characteristics	15
• Problems and issues	20
• Organization’s response to industry challenges	20
• Key success factors	20
• Application of course materials to project	10
• Total Marks Allocated	100

But somehow i did it wrong. i told them i'll change they say NO WE DO OURSELF. Just read the report and understand it.

they send me the EDITED copy.

Presentation day

i use 25mins+ just to find them (COZ THEY DUN WANT TO PICK UP MY PHONE)
Before even presenting at home i did some editing of my own slides Animations.

and once i reach sch. i told them hey want to take a look at the power point? i got edited something.

THEY DUN EVEN CARE TO LOOK or practice. ( only B looked)

during the presentation it was amazing that PERSON(A) totally did not look at our slides while presenting.

she had all prepared on a piece of paper and totally read from it.

(i have shifted 2 slides) in the end she was presenting the wrong slide

A you were obviously reading from the paper and u keep shaking front and back
this is what she commented ( who cares about presentation? i only care about the content)

Today im so angry that i had a review on myself what went wrong.

i know im in fault too. but. they told me EDWIN CAN U BE SERIOUS ANOT?

from the way she said those stuff. i dun really know.
i want to do well.

but...this is what i feel. both of you guys are in one team what am i? I'm being left out. this is what i feel.

if your really serious about this project. its YOURs responsiblity to pick up ur TEAMMATES CALL when its IMPORTANT.

During Sat Sun when i wanna Clarifly stuff Cause i don't understand...YOU DUN WANT TO PICK UP. YOU SAID YOU hp is in slient mode.

This is what you said to me: Edwin that is your problem. (i told them something)

now should i tell you all (THIS IS YOUR PROBLEM. its your responsiblity to pick up your own team mates call. "hey i even tell you in msn. PERSON(A) pick up my call i wanna ask something cause i don't understand"

Tot alot of faults lies with me. but i still think that you guys are selfish.

you did your part.bye bye.

you said you where serious in this project. but i don't think so.

you should rephase im worried about my OWN RESULTS.

you never do your part ITS UR PROBLEM.

today i guess They two went to Teacher and TOLD HIM EVERYTHING. which is a one sided story. and thats why im super angry.

and ask me to have a review on the project....thats not what u all want. all you did was to shoot me. SHOOT ME k.

A review should be proper. and stating what went wrong. all i see is you guys shooting me.

alone or continue with them?

...

2008-11-04T04:00:00.001+08:00

shes still there.

Changes

2008-10-18T10:04:00.014+08:00

今天老师教了我一个东西。。叫 Changes

想起我2008 年法身的东西真的很多。

但是每一次是几个月的东西。

三个月 Final Year Project （Beijing）
三个月 Attachment （work）打工
两个月 Beijing
四个月读书（Now）

今年可以说我每几个月法身的东西不一样。
但是我发现我喜欢Changes
我喜欢体会不一样的东西。
我妈不喜欢。。她很满意现在的生活。
所以每次我会跟我妈争吵。

我在北京时一个人。。不懂要不哪。
想找她但是找不到还是很难找到她。
跟她出去的时候很少。。。

结果我很多次在学校发呆。
每一天不懂要做什么。
但是我一点也不真么样，因为我知道她有她的苦衷。

没有她时我遇到了很多朋友。
浩君笵嵬康越洪斌春雨刘钊
还有几个我忘了对不起！

学校的朋友 Grace Fu ying Tao Li bei Yang Zuo
ChenLong

赵凯萍的朋友：天天 GuoXin 马笑冰 LuiYan 还有几个忘了她们的名

围拢的朋友
两个 Sichuan 的朋友忘了她们的名。

球球的朋友
方莉FangLi
YingSha

还有YingSha 的朋友忘了你的名

第一天上学

2008-10-14T02:14:00.001+08:00

今天是我第一天在学校。。。很寂寞。。

没有朋友。。我班的不再了。。。

为什么。。

<3

End of my Journey...

2008-10-08T12:51:00.003+08:00

well has finally come to an End...my holiday is over in afew days time.

my journey here is VERY fruitful and I've meet many diffrent kind of people.

Be it good or bad. its all Xperience

This 2months I've Lived in :

HUTONG(old beijing people used to live there)
PingFang( 平房）
LuoFang （HDB）
FarmLand

Been to many Beijing's Places of interest
Attended their lessons @ BITC & University
Xperience thier Lifestyle & Their language
Know many new friends.
Foods, Beers, Sleep.

About her:

well....she has gone lesbian...
things are still the same...
from what her friends & her told me. (she need someone who can accompany her everyday) which i cant.

most of the Days here i spent with my Good buddies playing games Eat Sleep...
they have been very nice towards me.

If not for them...ive been alone wandering around asking people out...

Thanks Buddies...

Final Words

(tot i will really miss this place & i really like this place, i still got my School to attend.)

(maybe someday...i would wanna come here and work)

(it might be hard and the pay is certainly lower compared to Singapore, but it's the Lifestyle here which i like...The weather..the INTERESTING people..

I LOVE 北京
Goodbye 北京 Goodbye My Friends

Studying In China - English Taught Courses At University (General Advice)

2008-10-08T12:36:00.001+08:00

When this sort of topic last arose, the universal advice was: don't. Certainly, I've not come across anyone who did a first degree entirely in China.

I believe the suggestion was to find a good UK university that has an arrangement with a Chinese one to send students there for part of their course, or simply to do a vocational language course in China, but your degree all in the UK.

I would be very suspicious of any first degree course taught in English, and, in any case, if you really wanted to do a first degree in China, I think it would have to be because you wanted to learn the language. I think prospective employers would also be suspicious of such degrees, in part because they have no experience of them.

Postgraduate study may be different, in that the university wants to benefit. more than financially, from such students.

You haven't indicated your strong subjects, but I don't think employers would give much weight to a Chinese science degree. Any benefit you might get would be in terms of your experience outside of formal education, or the diversity of learning skills implied by having language abilities as well. That's another reason for not going to a course in English.

If you do study in Chinese, you should budget for doing an intensive language course for the first year. The language requirements for starting science subjects are lower than for other subjects, but they are still quite high.

The thread I'm thinking about that discussed this sort of subject before was the one about scholarships for bachelor degrees.

19 days left.

2008-09-24T16:06:00.003+08:00

Things got better..returning back to norm.

arg im gonna leave this place!!! NOOOOO! all my friends!!!

her.. , the FOOD! the weather!!! nOoooOOO!!!

我真的不想走！！！

但是我还要上学明年2月毕业！

yst i stayed over @ the guys dorm.

guess what?! WE PLAYED BLIND MICE! hahahah!

dame fun.

Fucking cold now...

see.

Chp 2 (The Boy Returns)

2008-09-21T02:47:00.002+08:00

1st Month

well its been 1 month 1 week since ive been in beijing...

for the pass 1month me & weilong have been Travelling around...

quite diffrent experience i had before.

Everything is up to us. Where to eat Where to Shop Where to SHIT! haha

Well...the place we live was called HUTONG.

This trip really made me understand me and weilong well of coz we qurrel at times.

And i hope weilong had a wonderful and fruitful experience... =)

=========================================================

Her.

Well things did not went the way i wanted...once i reach i could not contact her. coz no BATT!

she was living with TIAN TIAN that period...

Yapp until the 4th Day she finally went home. and check her QQ then she knew i came back.

We met the next day...

Things is not as easy as it seems as TIAN TIAN is unhappy that i came back.
so she had to secertly went out with me.

Once, she had a big fight with TIAN TIAN. coz tiantian said shes gonna do alot of nasy things to me.
I was told they qurrel until she Chase Tiantian out of her house.

well..i was glad tiantian is smart is enough to change her attititude towards me.

tot many times we went out together,..there is many times she was jealous!

in the end say : "You two go 1st" something like tat. and walked away.

and they way she speak to me is diffrent from the way they both talk.

NOW.

Because of a small stuff. SHE EXPLODED.
i asked them to help me wash my clothes.
i've forgotten my underwear is inside.

NOW TIAN TIAN IS SUPER ANGRY!!!
she say i did tat on purpose! omg..
so now ignoring me.

she also cant help much because even her friends also know its a small stuff. ut becuase of all the compilations. SHE EXPLODED.

its been one week since ive not really met them.
lucky i still have my guys fren.
now everyday i spent my time with them EAT DRINK SLEEP, CS DOTA

i really miss her! wasting one week here is like wasting 1year of my life!
haiz dun talk about it already tmr is sunday...They will return back to sch.

oh yar im curently in the guys Dorm. now everday stay in School.

===============================================================

Currently...me and her are still friends...
we did talk about stuff, and we both agreed its not possible now.
but we are still as close as ever...

its like. SO NEAR YET SO FAR.
this trip really made us know each other very well.

i even join her for lesson etc...(thats the problem)
Eat together

(Thats the problem)
Well you see what ever she do we are doing it together.
thats is of coz the reason why TIANTIAN is angry.

oh yar Tiantian & my ex are together now.

Just hope everything goes in fine for my last 3weeks here. <3

i cant imagin the day i return back to Singapore...!!!

haiz...12october back....13th school starts. great. I WANNA GRAD!!!!

110211
我爱你

Last day of Work (就后一天)

2008-08-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

*parents give me $1000 for my trip!

What people say from my Company

Derriek: Thanks for everything.
Syharil: with you the company will never be the same. <-- lol izzit?
Mr Larry: If you wanna come back and work give me a call =D

Got A from both managers!

treat me lunch:
Wed: with layfang,yanfen,Ray,syhril, crystal
Thurday: Guangyu,China guy, Syhril
Friday: bread feast + lunch Seniors from the company =D

shufang treat me bread feast.

Uncle Lee helped me with my VISA thanks!\

Mr sim sadly my supervisor is not here.
Derrick went to malaysia =(

Before leaving i went to every Dept to say farewell...Opps i almost cried!

haha a good company with good people around =D

我爱我公司！

2008-08-12T01:10:00.002+08:00

今天我的公司的人很好也不知道为什么。。。可难我要走了吧！

我今天很有空。

早上，公司的人在我去中国大肆干（Embassy)! 之后 12点回来。 12.30 吃午饭。

大概，1.30 回来。我看了 Olympics 哈哈！在咖啡店里。

午饭后时间过了很快。。。不知道为什么哈哈！

6点了！我公司的一位中国的朋友在我回！！！见天很棒！

到了家，新型很好做了 “Exercise”

我要把我的身体 Build 好！ =D

Last 周了！！

有很多报告要做！

想你了
<3

真的？

2008-08-10T01:08:00.001+08:00

today she pmed me on QQ messenger..

she said
wo想你了咱们和好吧@

i said
?!

?!真的？！

she said
假的,我发错了.睡吧!

girl. your making me so confused.

miss you like crazy <3

Beijing & Singapore =D

2008-08-10T00:22:00.003+08:00

Celebration of 2008!

第一窝想说的是：北京，新加坡加油！

你看北京和新加坡的缘分！

两个国家一个梦想。今年北京两年后新加坡！

我觉得真的很像计划好的。

中国： 8 是华人的好号码。所以中国等了 100年。 080808 是你们的！。

新加坡是一个很年轻的国。 2010 是一个新的开始。
Youth Olympics 是一个新的东西所以如果不是新加坡还是谁？

还有还有。。。

你做到我实际上。。没有来北京那时。应为我家的 business 不好。
应为火灾。

但是。。还有最后我才 Sign in。

那两月在那。。我没想过会认识她。。真的没想到。
我没一个朋友吓到。

没后悔过。真的很开心。

我一到北京的一周。我就认识她了应为我们要学跳舞。
但是还不知道她的名还有电话。 =（没勇气。

我跟我每一个朋友说我喜欢她。但是我很胆小！对女孩。

我朋友说：你看，你可以用要跳舞的事跟她拿电话！

哈哈我记得，你是小花吗？哈哈！你没回应我很 SAD！

每一次在学校看到你的此后。。我会很兴奋的跟你说 HI！

要回了。怕后悔。我才有勇气约你！ ZZZZZZ。

对了。想了回去。 15号是咱们的第一个约会。
15号是我 LastDay 在公司！

从北京Olympics 到我去北京是 8天！
到北京是8点！也是咱们的三个月！

还有还有。我打飞机的时候是。。咱们的 First Kiss 的时间！

All This。是巧合(coincidence)? 还是安排好的？

我的飞机本来是要早一天的但是没有。

想你了。<3

我的新的护照

2008-08-07T15:21:00.005+08:00

Zzz 我白白花了 120 新币做一个护照！！！

我的家人把它放在橱柜里害我应为失去了。。。

（还有一周，我可以拿到 “A” 吗？）
One more week can i get an A for my work?

heard from my friends my supervisor is going to give me "A" !!! so happy hope that is true...

running away...

2008-08-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

i guess i was running away all the time... to prevent myself from missing her i put my 100% focus on my work...i worked hard...i guess..

a lot of times my friends asked me... "You alright now?"

i would say yah...

today 3 people asked me again... i told the first 2.." i dunno"

the 3rd person too i said i dunno at first.

but..as she ask me about how i feel etc...and everything came back again...

i cry hell alot of shit just now... all the while i was running away from problem...

when ever i felt hurt..i would divert my attention to something else...

i would seal my heart "NUMB it"

thats why its not easy for me to fall for a girl...

i once ask her...haiz nvm...

now i really dun know she know that im going back.

even so...she got a girlfriend one i guess...

i dun wanna be a bastard(or im thinking too much)

but still what ever it is... i dun wanna disrupt her life...

yet...i really dunno.

all i know is.

i miss u like crazy.

高兴？还是伤心？

2008-08-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

今天我知道了一个消息。。。

我的心情很。。。乱。

又开心又不开心。。。

还~

<3

Silly me. 傻瓜

2008-07-29T13:22:00.005+08:00

during lunch...i was Queuing up to buy my favorite fish soup+rice...

as the queue was long..i took out my Hand phone... looking tru the messages(SMS)...

then i suddenly saw.. my dear's sms..

my heart suddenly beat very fast! i really dunno why i will feel that way!

then..i begin to open me and my dear's conversation...（WAV file) which are recorded using Live Messenger..

I MISS HER!! the moment i heard her voice OMG..everything just like came back!

i thought i was alright already...

on my way back to office.. just cant control tears just came dripping...

亲爱的。。我真的想你了。

周一 28号7月2008年

2008-07-29T09:48:00.003+08:00

我又去了 ChinaTown 去 Meet Wei Long 吃晚饭，

他还有一个马来的朋友。。哈哈。

我们到了 KFC 吃。聊了一下。。 Weilong 拿到票了。

他说我周四会拿到我的签证。。。

希望可以给我两个月！！！

Horoscope 星位

2008-07-29T09:47:00.001+08:00

Pisces and Scorpio Love Match

When Pisces Dates a Scorpio

By TAROT.COM

If anyone can travel down into Pisces emotional well, it's a Scorpio. Pisces is a compassionate and caring Fish. Scorpio, too, has a great concern for people and the world at large.

Together, Pisces and Scorpio might be able to help people, and maybe even cure society's ills.

Pisces and Scropio's relationship is a romantic one, and the odds for success are strongly in their favor.

Just make sure Pisces teachs Scorpio how to forgive and forget by Pisces' good example, and they'll be rewarded with the opportunity to learn how to live life to the fullest.(true?)

==========================

牛车水（ChinaTown)

2008-07-27T01:19:00.008+08:00

周五。
今天我做完了那个网。他们很喜欢应为很简单又有他们要的东西。。。好累。
我周一又要做我的（工资单系统）（Payroll System）用 VisualBasic。 Net

周六。
今天我本来是跟 Weilong 12点集会，我睡晚了！结果他等了我半个中。。嘿嘿对不起啊！

咱们去了牛车水（ChinaTown) 去买我们的机票还有做我们的签证。。

做到来。。4点了。。

他带我去吃新加坡最好的肉错面（Mee Pok）

很恨恨好吃！！！真的！！

之后。。我们觉得还饿去吃了他说的很好吃了（Liang TOFU）
我觉得一半

我们在附近走走。。看很有中国风吧？

看到了一个印度寺院



佛牙寺院（Buddha Tooth Relic Temple (Singapore)
English Web
Chinese Web

这寺院很美还有空气冷凝器！！！

咱们又去看看附近的地方。

还吃了点心。。

画可以说 Thousand Words。

2008-07-25T10:42:00.001+08:00

Park Central@AMK

2008-07-24T17:02:00.007+08:00

Located at Ang Mo Kio Street 52

woot! i seen my dream home! Condo-like HDB... tot im still young but..this is really a good catch.

All 578 units at Park Central@AMK come with fittings like built—in wardrobes, air—conditioners and parquet flooring.
The four 30—storey blocks will house four— and five—room units, priced between S$433,000 and S$689,000 or about S$500 per square foot.

Normal HDB in AMK :

4room = $400,000
5room =S$550,000

This Condo like Price:

4Room = S$433,000 ($33k Extra)
5Room = S$689,000

GOOD CATCH!?

WAAA I WANT!!! if i got the money now i sure go buy...put all my money into this!

A simple rule: Never trust SPH on positive news about spore
Find out from your daily lives, not from high paid salaried staffs
eg How much Saving do you have for retirement? Are you in any form of housing debts?

Housing demand is expected to pick up when the first integrated resort opens next year, employing thousands, said Chua Yang Liang, head of Southeast Asia research with Jones Lang LaSalle.

Some of the workforce for the resorts will likely come from foreign countries, creating possible demand for housing, he said.

"To staff these people, you need housing so there will be a potential effect," Chua told AFP.Foreigners currently make up more than 20 percent of Singapore's 4.6 million population.

1 Gaming resorts will be white elephant. Company like Genting will bleed to death

2 Foreign work force will create demand for housing, but can they afford it? Maybe 90 persons in a 5-room private apartment . How many have extra 5 room apartment to rent out?

3 They only want wealthy foreigners, so that can earn lawyers fees, tax, commission. But they did not mention these people are highly mobile. They can write off their investment easily. Why they didn't change their nationality into the silly world class sporeans?

4 There is no point having a bullish proprety market when the people are struggling to survive. If you are the biggest deveoplers like HDB, City Dev, Far east etc then the whole story is different.

Eventually you will realise you are working your entire life for them. Ask yourself , how did they growth into such size without over pricing ?

KTV 游戏 (Taiwan)

2008-07-24T08:47:00.003+08:00

这是我朋友介绍的游戏。。。还没下载。。。亲爱的如果你有上网去看看。。想你。<3

http://www.myktv.com.tw

More work

2008-07-22T09:08:00.003+08:00

19/7/2008

today is sat... and i thought it was friday! i woke up at 9am..i rush around shouting WHY NEVER CALL ME UP!! i was dame panick! coz i scared i late for work...after my cousin said today is sat.. i felt so dumb..went back to sleep.

SAT-SUN (Sleep all day)

Workaholic?

Monday:

no time for those stupid shits. beginning to hate that lazy guy.

he was a attachment student same as me...but the problem is..whenever there is a problem he dunno come and ask me I ALSO DUNNO!... dame you... ask u help me do stuff u day dreaming.

============================================

wanna cry too hard for me...im not a programmer

yet im ask to do my most fear subject.Programming.

so happy..unspeakable joy i felt...keep on smiling...i solve myself and felt so stupid... my friend said..you give me one week i can complete your work...makes me feel dumb as i solve hell lots of time.

today my Boss was angry how come i din do the website and send Email to my supervisor+HR manger+IPM head+mentor they all got a scolding from my boss...

coz the USA site was chasing my boss for the web..and im doing the Payroll system...

im sooooo stress!!!!

USA > BOSS > IPM_Head > Supervisor > Me

my Supervisor meet me and said: "Edwin you put 100% on ur website now. 2days can complete? i said no...he say by this week"

My Human Reasource also need The payroll system...by this month BECOZ SHE NEED TO USE!!!

help help help...

i miss you

2008-07-20T02:30:00.002+08:00

亲爱的...我想你了...

每一天都要愛上你

想著你沉入夢境

一睜眼一清醒

第一個想到又是你

사랑해 ~

我每天都要愛上你

少一天就會遺憾

陪著你的光陰怎樣都不算蹉跎~

陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠~~

我爱你.

Beijing-Building a Good English Environment

2008-07-18T13:44:00.007+08:00

Beijing officials are trying to improve the English of some ads. A better translation of the sign above might be, "Find something new and be pleasantly surprised."

(Doug Kanter for The New York Times)

City officials have enlisted the two scholars and other experts to retranslate the bad English translations on signs around the city. Last week, Beijing announced new standards and official translations that can be used on more than 2,000 different types of signs, as well as on menus.

Tool said he spent his weekends visiting different businesses as if he were a detective in a linguistic vice squad. "I go in and I say the Olympics are coming and this sign is wrong," Tool said. He then sends an e-mail message with a correct translation or has a printout delivered.

He is writing a book on the subject, and no wonder: regular blunders include typos on menus in which the 'b' in crab becomes a 'p.' Some translations are trickier, like describing pullet, which is a hen less than a year old but appears on some menus as Sexually Inexperienced Chicken. Tool said one prominent sign had become a regular photo op for foreigners: the Dongda Anus Hospital.

Tool intervened. It is now the Dongda Proctology Hospital.

Score another gold medal for Beijing's self-improvement campaign.

How Do u Define a Singaporean?

2008-07-17T11:59:00.003+08:00

A question post to myself.. what makes us special?

Singlish
Besides the usual 3 "Ks" - Kiasu, Kiasi, Kiabor, what can you guys come up with?
besides chicken rice, what dish I think best represent Singapore?
Typical lifestyle of Singaporean

or perhaps ROJAK is the best dish that Represent Singaporean?

we have:

Indian Rojak
Malay Rojak
Chinese Rojak

interesting.. I'm starting to think... if Singlish is really our identity..

i rather not adept it. To me singlish is kinda informal and a disgrace to Chinese/English..lang

its something like Those Aunties in the Market talking.

i myself..trying very hard now to kick off this bad habit.

maybe its like 咱们　　Ｖｓ　　我们

powderful sia. Hoh seh liao lah!
Damn steady wan la!"
damn powerful one leh."
wa i kena shoot just now leh from that stupid "person"

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Singlish

还记得今天是什么日子吗？

2008-07-17T10:37:00.001+08:00

我爱你。很想你。。